Sunday, February 02, 2014

Need a place to hide out of anger, out of love

Bad craziness.  Told LD that "it was all lies."  She replied, offended, that she had never lied to me.  I said that she had implied that we had a chance, even while she knew all along she was going back to be a couple in Europa.  Lies of omission and implication.

But forget all the emo bullshit.  All you really need to know is that of all my pals, no one --- not Friar who knows I'm going through hell, not 74 and Zaftig who are holding a Super Bowl party --- called or texted to see how I was doing.

Mood: abandoned/suicidal

1 comment:

daveawayfromhome said...

Wow, well, that sucks. I wish I'd checked in earlier, I'd have been excited to see you posting again. Then again, I barely pay attention to my own blog, so what are you gonna do? Hang in there, I guess. Sorry to hear your love life didn't work out. Still, the future may hold her return. Probably not, but hope is a good place-holder. Hope it gets better.