Bad craziness. Told LD that "it was all lies." She replied, offended, that she had never lied to me. I said that she had implied that we had a chance, even while she knew all along she was going back to be a couple in Europa. Lies of omission and implication.
But forget all the emo bullshit. All you really need to know is that of all my pals, no one --- not Friar who knows I'm going through hell, not 74 and Zaftig who are holding a Super Bowl party --- called or texted to see how I was doing.