Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Digging deeper holes for the future
I went out with the Maddening Angel and K to TriviaBar after work. She had a date lined up with yet another guy, this one a guy she's known since 9th grade. Christ, it's one after the other with not a single fucking day between the guys for her! I flipped out and in her car I told her I was jealous of everyone and everything that took her away from time with me and she still didn't get it or perhaps was just being as polite as she could and said that I needed to find someone. I was angry and distraught and she cancelled her fucking date to come be with me and K and Friar at the Hangout and yet I still got uptight and acted like a prick and she drove off pissed probably back to her date and I fucked everything up. The Friar said I need to get her out of my system "because she's twelve." (She's 22, but yes, she does seem like a kid to us oldsters.) Also K shared some of her opinions on MA and how she's kind of a dope when it comes to dating and relations. I don't care, and I know we'd make a horrible couple and she'd break my heart and she doesn't understand social relations but I can't help it and I'm fucked.
Posted by Chance at 10:45 PM